broken Friendship ... :(

[✿VeNuZ~ƸӜƷ]

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ello? this is the 1st time na magpost ako about sa prob ko...

meron kasi akong bestfriend... para na din kaming mag SIS... nagTIWALA ako sakanya ng BUONG Buo...
pero sinira nya..................

kami nung best ko di kmi mapaghiwalay nun ... kahit na opposite ang ugali namin sa isat isa...
sa aming dalawa sya always ung mabait at friendly ako kasi uhmmm... masungit ako sa di ko kakilala,di ako palakibo...at di ako friendly
peo.. sa aming dalawa ... ako ung may pagka warfreak... sya kasi pag may nang aaway sakanya hinahayaan nya lang... kaya since nung
naging mag close kmi.. never.. ko nang hinayaan na may mang away sakanya... lagi ko sya pinagtatanggol...
ewan ko ba ..basta ayoko lang ng may nang aaway sakanya .. umiinit ulo ko...

sya...pang long term relationship me? nope... di ako nagseseryoso sa mga ganyang bagay...(not my thing)
19 ung best ko 20 naman ako.. kaso mas matured sya T_T inaamin ko  naman ee

madami dami na din kaming mga issue na nalampasan at madami na din kaming mga kalokohan x.x
kahit ganun un sya ang nagsasuggest ng mga kalakohan namin x.x

peo ewan k0o ba... parang lahat ng pinagsamahan namin naglaho...............i miss her... i really do (

meron ako naging ex(nagsimula lahat sa psycho na yan)
tapos nun kinocomfort nya ung ex ko, peo i did not mind kasi ang nasa isip ko mabait lang sya..
tapos nun mababalitaan ko nalng na sila na? di ba!...
hindi naman ako nasaktan dahil sa ex ko(wala naman kasi talaga akong pakialam sa psycho na yan noh duh~!)
nasaktan ako dahil sa bestfriend  ko na tinuring kong kapatid
iniisip ko panu nya nagawa saken toh....
kumalat ung balita na SILA na... then lahat ng friends ko kasama na ang utol ko( may mga friends pa naman din ako kahit papanu noh)
nagtataka sila ,nagtatanung...peo di ko sila sinasagot that time kasi gulong gulo din ako sa mga oras na un..
kasi...bkit ganun nung ung BF nya nagkagusto saken di ko naman pinatulan aa??? dinelete ko pa nga sa FB at sa lahat lahat
at lahat naman ng crush nya nilalayuan ko kasi ayoko ng issue !peo bkit ganun???bkit ganun sya....

then kinausap ako ng mama ko... she said pamilya lang talaga ang tunay na mapagkakatiwalaan ko..at ala ng iba..

peo kahit ganun... pinagtanggol ko pa din sya....

sabi ko sa mama ko na baka misunderstanding lang .. baka talagang hindi sila...

then ung mga friends ko sabi nila

na nilandi daw ng best ko ung ex ko nung nagbreak kmi
sabi ko naman kinomfort nya lang daw ex ko for me..
sabi naman nung isa
"did you ask her to do that for you?"
i said "NO"T_T
then madami pa silang sinabi na di daw sya true friend
na nasa loob daw ang kulo ng best ko...ewan ko ba peo that time di ko na sya kayang ipagtanggol
kasi kahit sarili ko that time di ko magawang ipagtanggol...feeling ko kinakaawaan nila ako..
sa lahat pa naman ng ayaw ko kinakaawan ako... !

lumayo muna ako for the meantime... para makaiwas sa chismis kaya nandito ako sa zamboanga now...
nagbabakasyon para maliwanagan...

then one day nagtxt si ex saken...sabi nya he still love me..and i'm still the one his dreaming of..
tas nagsorry sya ng madaming beses,,, tapos alam nyo anu reason nya kung bkit niligawan best ko?
kasi daw to make me jealous? at kasi daw ang sweet daw sakanya ng best ko ! nadala lang daw sya
 tapos ung best ko sinagot naman sya agad !
that time sarAp nyang patayin ! duh !anung tingin nya sa best ko !panakip butas ! bwesit na bwesit ako sakanya..
di ko nireplyan mga txt and call nya naiirita lang ako... !

nag usap kami ng best ko....
sabi ko... di naman ako galit sakanya...at sa ginawa nya.. nasaktan lang ako kasi bestfriend ko sya tinuring ko na din syang pamilya
at kahit na masakit still pinagtatanggol ko sya sa mga kaibigan at pamilya ko pero sinBi ko din sakanya ito na ang huling pagkakaktaong
ipagtatanggol ko sya after nito...puputulin ko na ang connection naming dalawa..at lahat ng memories namin bilang isang pagiging mag SISter
ay ibabaon ko na sa limot.................gusto ko na din kasing manahimik...

nagsorry sya.. at sabi nya kung may magagawa lang daw sya para masave friendship namin

i said nope..there's nothing she can do to save our friendship this time...


i wish nagagamot kagad ng salitang sorry ang puso at naibabalik kagad nito ang TIWALANG nawala..


after nang usapang yun...wala na ..wala na kaming communication ....

i still miss her.. ( namiss ko mga bagay na ginagawa namin.... mga usapan namin
at mga trip namin..

i really miss my bestfriend............

kaso..kasi... pagod na ako... pagod na din akong ipagtanggol sya sa lahat ng oras..

iniisip ko nalng na mas mabuti ng wala kming communication

kasi kong hinayaan ko na ipagpatuloy friendship namin...useless na din kasi wala na ang tiwala ko..

di maiiwasang masumbatan ko sya ng wala sa oras... kaya mas pinili kong mawala ang lahat ng bagay

na makapagcommunicate pa sa amin...


sa tingin nyo guys..tama ba ginawa ko

[miserble]

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hi ate meron kaba friend dito 17 years old lang. babae..

[andi]

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hi ate meron kaba friend dito 17 years old lang. babae..

Kulit ng batang to. Hoyyyyy!! Umayos ka! Isusumbong kita sa nanay mo!! Pinabili ka lang ata ng suka, dumaan ka pang internet shop!

[nevermind]

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Hey there Mhaldz,

Alam mo, I see myself in you, I once had a girl best friend too, we're inseparable, sisters.. probably like you two,
but it ended dull as well..

anyway, regarding you're story,

First, I admire you for being such a good friend, I give credit to all the things you did for her,
holding on to the friendship that's already shattered to pieces, that's something any friend would be proud of,
and as a best friend, you've done your part very well..

I understand how it must have felt being betrayed by your own bestfriend,
parang paulit-ulit ang tanong sa isip "how could she"...
She broke the golden rule of friendship,
Na off limits ang ex/bf ng bestfriend natin.. hahaha!
Guilty siya dun, no question..
In which she actually admitted and said sorry for naman..

Second, regarding kay ex bf, he's a jerk.. MAJOR... JERK.. hahaha
yung idea palang na gamitin ang bestfrnd mo against you, psych na nga talaga,
bu things happen somehow, out of revenge, parang lahat nga magagawa ng tao..
Blame it on him.. HAHAHA!

Third, regarding kay best friend, you miss her? I'm sure she misses you too..
and probably blame herself for everything, in which si ex bf nmn tlga ang pricipal accuse.. hehe
It's ok to give yourself a timeout, after being hurt like that who wouldn't want a break,
GO have some peace time...

And think things through,
Coz i kinda disagree with the idea of friendship over..
It's a big decision to rely only on your emotions,
siguro advice ko, try to picture yourself... if you could handle seeing,
how close you two have been, sisters, inseparable..
then eventually, when you see her you can't even look at each other's eyes..
like total strangers..
maybe here, will be the true test of friendship... to forgive?

Either way, stay strong!
hope you'll have peace of mind in whatever your decision be..

and Pray...

[✿VeNuZ~ƸӜƷ]

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Hey there Mhaldz,

Alam mo, I see myself in you, I once had a girl best friend too, we're inseparable, sisters.. probably like you two,
but it ended dull as well..

anyway, regarding you're story,

First, I admire you for being such a good friend, I give credit to all the things you did for her,
holding on to the friendship that's already shattered to pieces, that's something any friend would be proud of,
and as a best friend, you've done your part very well..

I understand how it must have felt being betrayed by your own bestfriend,
parang paulit-ulit ang tanong sa isip "how could she"...
She broke the golden rule of friendship,
Na off limits ang ex/bf ng bestfriend natin.. hahaha!
Guilty siya dun, no question..
In which she actually admitted and said sorry for naman..

Second, regarding kay ex bf, he's a jerk.. MAJOR... JERK.. hahaha
yung idea palang na gamitin ang bestfrnd mo against you, psych na nga talaga,
bu things happen somehow, out of revenge, parang lahat nga magagawa ng tao..
Blame it on him.. HAHAHA!

Third, regarding kay best friend, you miss her? I'm sure she misses you too..
and probably blame herself for everything, in which si ex bf nmn tlga ang pricipal accuse.. hehe
It's ok to give yourself a timeout, after being hurt like that who wouldn't want a break,
GO have some peace time...

And think things through,
Coz i kinda disagree with the idea of friendship over..
It's a big decision to rely only on your emotions,
siguro advice ko, try to picture yourself... if you could handle seeing,
how close you two have been, sisters, inseparable..
then eventually, when you see her you can't even look at each other's eyes..
like total strangers..
maybe here, will be the true test of friendship... to forgive?

Either way, stay strong!
hope you'll have peace of mind in whatever your decision be..

and Pray...

thanks for your wonderful advice

i really appreciate...

your right he is really a Jerk psh ! >.<

for using my bestfriend...

kakausapin ko naman sya uu best ko

pag uwi ko ng cav
matatapos na din kasi vacation ko dito

kaso di talaga mwawala

ang awkward moments..

i really miss her..

kaso di ko alam panu na sya batiin.. x.x

kasi..
tama ka naman

paulit ulit sa utak ko

kung panu nya nagawa saken yun

well...bahala na siguro pag uwi ko


depende na lahat dun x.x

thanks pa din
 

[nevermind]

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Slowly, by process, regain ang friendship..

Eventually, hindi ka din nun matitiis, and automatic na ulit ang pagClick nyo,
and in time, I hope, gagawin ko niyo nlng joke time na once in your friendship life..
Isang lang ang naging ex nyo.. hahaha! No hard feelings anymore..

Prove that jerk, he's wrong,
that Your both better than what that jerk expected of you,
no guy can ever ruin your friendship again..

Girl Power! hahaha

nga lang it takes time..

[✿VeNuZ~ƸӜƷ]

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Slowly, by process, regain ang friendship..

Eventually, hindi ka din nun matitiis, and automatic na ulit ang pagClick nyo,
and in time, I hope, gagawin ko niyo nlng joke time na once in your friendship life..
Isang lang ang naging ex nyo.. hahaha! No hard feelings anymore..

Prove that jerk, he's wrong,
that Your both better than what that jerk expected of you,
no guy can ever ruin your friendship again..

Girl Power! hahaha

nga lang it takes time..

yah right...

and now im just thinking


anu kaya ipapasalubong ko sakanya

pauwi na kasi ako bukas ...

di ko din alam panu ibibgay

peo wala lang gusto ko lang sya bigyan

tagal namin di nagkita....

sana nga maging okay ulit ang lahat...

and about my psycho ex,, psh !
wait lang sya pag uwi ko
i'm going to break his heart 10x more

ganti lang for my bestfriend...

[Your-Friend]

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All i could say is piliin mo lang kung ano yung magpapasaya sayo, just do what you think is right oha