What should I do?? help, please, weird situation

Hi. I'm a 20 years old guy from Norway. One year ago I met this girl. The moment I saw her I knew that this - this - is a special girl. Extremely beautiful. This was in the first week of our first study year, so we met later that night talking, you know that small talk new students do. We became good friends, we hung together often and sent smss to each other every day, practically. So, I really liked her. I had no idea what she felt, I didn't dare ask. I know, I was a wuss! I spent the night in her room a few times after watching movies. Just lying there. She could sit in my arms and we laughed and had a great time. We never did anything more intimate than that. I wanted to kiss her soo darn much. So, christmas came, and I hadn't told her my feelings. I sent her a gift, some inside friend gift, and wrote on the tag "to a beautiful girl I like very much". She never acknowledged that present. Not a thank you or anything to show that she got it. When she moved in february, I saw that she had taken the gift with her from home to her new place. So, surely it must have meant something to her??

Anyway, summer holidays came and I had worked on forgetting about her. That summer I sent her a text message where I proposed we talk a little bit about had happened. We lost the contact after christmas, yet we have the same friends so we ran into each other very often. She said "what do you want to happen? That was a long time ago, don't you think?" She also said that it "had been exciting in the beginning, but she considered me a friend". She has told me secrets and I've helped her out a few times. So, now, I want to be good friends with her. I miss having her as close friends. If I send her an sms today, the reply is in one syllable words. If we didn't have mutual friends, I fear we wouldn't talk at all.

And the thought about her getting a boy friend really makes me jealous. I don't know what I'm feeling. I'm over her, yet not. I want to be. It will never be us, but I keep thinking "what would have happened had I manned up one year ago!??!" That's a depressing thought. This is the first time I've ever fallen in love with a girl, or really really liked one.

I'm thinking that I really want a girl friend, and may, somehow, have gotten stuck on this girl. The ultimate goal in life, in my own personal opinion, is to find a girl you love and she loves you back and you start a family. That's my meaning. I've never been with a girl before, and I feel old (yup, seriously).

Anyway, two of our mutual friends are living together. A really nice couple, they are perfect for each other. Me and this girl I've mentioned was invited to a movie night, just the four of us. They sit there all close and couple-ish. I don't know what she feels, but I'm a bit uncomfortable there, and it's sort of depressing. We're watching romantic movies and stuff, not really the thing I want to watch with the girl I can't have, see?

Soo, does anyone have any tips or something. One part of me wants to be friends with the girl, and one part of me wants to never see her again, make her jealous, be angry with her. It's really annoying to be like this. And I'm watching the first season of "How I met your mother". Ted's deal with Robin isn't helping, LOL!

Help, please

I'll appreciate it!