one more chance?

[ms.greedy]

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  hi..
alam kung di lahat kau nakakalam ng story ko..
na post q na un dito peo i will explain it again briefly
para maiintindihan niyo..

I have my bf ..mahal na mahal q xia
tlga .. till sa hinenge niya ung isamg bagay ..
bcos of too much love .. and trust
bumigay ako..expecting that he was the last man
na mamahalin ko..
but then I fail !


after knowing na delay aq ng 1week
di na xia nag text madalang  nalng
 nagwowory nq..
gang sa di na tlga nagparamdam ..
and it was happen na nd na ng semester ..
ang tanga q sobra ...

nagtxt xia after 2weeks na ..nanganga musta ..
at cv nasa provnce na raw xia!
after i heard naiyak lng aq..
realizing the fact ..
na gnamit niya lng aq .. at hindi
tlga minahal ..
after nun..cguro delayed lng tlga aq..
nagkaroon aq.


at nangako akong magagalit aq sa kanya ! habang buhay!!

2months aftr ..
last last week ..
nagtext xia ..knakamusta aq ..
sa galit q ..cnbhan q xiang demonyo!
kunng kelan naka move on nku ! bumalik pa ang loko!
his begging ..
di niya raw cnasadya ..natakot daw cia kea lumayo xia
he call me at umiiyak!
pero wala aqng masagot sa knya...
na pipi nq ..xbe q dati usto q xiang murahin kung makausap
ko xia peo bkit di ko magwa nagun?
I heat my self !
cnumbatan ko xia lahat2 ..
sabi niya kea nga daw xia bumalik dhil mahal nia q !
sbe q " kung mahal mo q di mi q iniwan"
di daw niya alam gagawin dati ..huhuh
I want to revenge pero di q na magawa ngaun ..
huhuhuh..
magbabago na raw xia ...

usto ng puso q na tanggapin xia
peo ayaw ng icip ko..
sariwa pa kc ang lhat ..
lagi q naiicip na " AYOKO NA SA KNYA !
AYOKO NA SIANG MAKITA! AT AYOKO NA SIANG MAHALIN PA!!!
GALIT NA GALIT AKO SA KNYA ! HUHUHUH
alam kung mali to ...
peo bakit nahahabag parin aq twing magmamaka awa xia ...


 

tulungan niyo poh ako ..
di q lam gagawin ko.
fil q  ang sama sama ko..
peo minsan naiicip o na tama ako ..

help me ..i need you opinions..
does he deserved a second chance ?


sana matulungan niyo q ..
maraming salamat poh sa pag unawa at pag basa ..

[DocEdd]

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I'm going to give you a quote that might enlighten you, read it carefully:

Attachment can be craving or pushing away; either way, it causes suffering. When we learn to stop attaching , we can be with life as it is in the moment and let it go when the time comes to do that. Clear seeing is a form of intelligence. It is unintelligent to try to hold on to things, to freeze them, when we can't.

The truth is that we don't own anything, not our bodies, not even the content of our minds. That's actually good news (though not for the ego: it immediately compensates by resolving to be a great practitioner, really to see through itself and become a famous meditator). Wisdom has helped us let go of the burden of attaching to things as me or mine. We are able to lay that burden down.

I remember an image I saw about this truth in Japan. It was a cartoon of a Zen monk walking along the beach carrying a huge sack. It was so heavy that his footsteps were like craters. On the sack it said ME. That's the burden we need to lay down. It will make our life incomparably lighter.

Truth is "Melay" the more you get attach on this guy, the more you become weak. Why? Because too much attachment gives birth to greed, suffering and more pain. You go back with this guy, I guarantee it'll be your worse nightmare or even hell because he is considering attachment on you. Don't get me wrong, being attach to your love ones is good, but too much will give birth to other forms of evil in you.

This ex of yours is attach on you, he wants you and wants to be with you, that means he is attach to something on you, I don't know what it is but it's something. Whatever it is, never let him have it.

My advice is let go of him, don't give him a second chance. As what the quote says let go of something that is a burden inside you, that makes you suffer more. Let go of yourself. Let go of the love for yourself, and that includes him.  

Remember, what destroyed every human being is the love for themselves, well, too much love. It's always me, me and me.

Will I give him a chance? What about me? I still love him. Me, me, me. Your world is suffering because you keep thinking too much of yourself.

You're angry because of what he did to you but the truth "Melay", you have to be angry on yourself, because you gave yourself to him. You chose to give yourself, you chose to love him, you chose to hate him, do not blame him for what happened to you. You did that on your own. You chose everything because, and I quote, "Love him". Please do not cover your sins for others. God gave you the freewill to choose. It is you that will destroy yourself in the end because of the choices you made.

Melay everything that happened to you, it's because of the choices you've made. Don't blame it on others. Your life became miserable because you made the wrong ones. Now make it right now, choose the right choices from now on. Let go of everything that is giving you a burden and fix yourself first before you love anyone else.

[ms.greedy]

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 tAMA POH KAU ..
napaka greedy kung tao ..
ewan ko ba bat ako ganto
. know im wrong.
Di q lang alam panu po accept un:(