I'm still inlove with my 1st bf/1st love.
I've bin through many relationships after he broke up with me.
Pero sa break-up p din nauuwi cos ders smthing in him i can't let go.
Den one tym accidentally while im in a reltionship with other guy,
ngkaaminan kmi na we still love each other. ngregret kmi kc bkit
wrong tyming ung aminan nmin ksi d pla sya nggf after we brke up.
I asked him if icpin nmin dat tym na wala
akong bf mkikipgblikan ba sya ng mga oras na yon.
Oo daw kaso takot sya sa comitment kya ko dw ba un na pbgo-bgo icp nya.
fil ko selfish answer un kya khit i still love him. pingpatuloy ko ung relasyon sa present bf ko noon.
2 make d long story short nkipgbreak din ako sa present bf ko noon.
and i continue 2 be friends with my 1st love and im always der 4 him.
ngaun nahihrapan ako kasi wer just freinds,pero gusto ko mging kmi pa din.
Kaso sbi ng common fren nmin MOR DAN FRENS tingin skin ng 1st love ko ngaun kaso di na para mging kmi ulit. ang sakit! dpt ba sya mismo tanungin ko?
Dpat na ba akong lumayo and putulin communication nmin?
without telling him how i really feels?D ko na kya mkipgplastikan na kya ko pang mkipgfrens lng sknya.[/color][/b]
Pleasw help! Smiley