hi there, im newbie here, just want to seek advice from you guys kc nbasa ko na din ibang posts dito
My bf and I are living together na po, as in live-in. 2 yrs na po kmi.
Barkada sha ni kuya. Close tlga cla. tpos nglayas tong c bf s knila,napunta sha dun sa isang tropa nila. tpos napadpad sha sa men. tpos ng ka developan kmi. pero di q sha gusto b4. and so on..
tumatakas lng kmi sa amin para mgdate.. way back 2008. and lam nmn nmin n mare-reveal din toh sa mga susunod na araw. after 10 mos, nabuking na nga ang secret reltionship nmin, tnggp nmn sha, although c kuya lng ngwawala. kc sympre tropa.
nghanp sha work para lng alang msabi parents ko. Undergrad kc sha comsci-pcu. gusto nya rin kc mgwork. ayw nya na mg aral. tpos ako working na kc ako. after couple of months ngresign kmi prehas sa work kc my opportunity na dumting which is pede kmi mging mgksama sa work. then we're hired. 1 yr and 6 mos. n kmi ngyn sa work, ever since n ngwork kmi, super ipon na tlga kmi, nkabili kmi ng motor, for grveyard shift my mag hahatid and sundo sa aming dlwa. then , after that, house nman, floor lng pla. nung pinaus ung bahay, kmi n ngpagawa ng kanya knyang floor nmin, mejo di pa tpos, pero nkakatulog at my mga gmit na kmi, own cr and kitchen, studio type lng. pero mganda.
this is the problem, since we've met, gusto n nya pakasal, sme here nmn. kaya lng... after all ng ngyaer.. di na sha ng oopen bout dun. i dont want to nag him nmn, as if, my mapala ako db? one tym i brought it up,,, sbi nya "malay mo next year?",, ok sbi q...
i just cnt find myself kc, i dont know what to feel.. im hanging there. GURL po ako... di ko alam kung ma eexcite ako sa cnbi nya or what?>
he is not proposing nmn, and if my plan sha, kelan kaya un?
since that day.. i started looking on wedding ides, gown, etc..
i cant help it kc..
anu ba ggwin ko?
and everything, everybodys keep on asking .. "kelan kasal nyo", kelan ka mgkaka-baby?" and etc....
parents ko nmn kc di nmn ngttnung. and one thing pa last dec. ngpasama one of my cousin na bumili ng wedding gown, tpos tinanung nya ko, "kaw? kelan kasal mo?" di nmn n ko sumgot.
sbi ni mama.. "hay nko..di makakapag suot ng wedding gownyen..". whats the meaning of that..? dinamdam ko din un..
help nmn...
hays...
thanks po sa ngbasa and thanks din po sa mga reply in advance...
pls respect my post po, salamt..
very much frustrated lang..
