I love him, he loves me and he is my best friend ex.....

[butterfly]

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At first, all I want is to play his game, coz I want to protect my best friend and proved to her that he is just not into her. I introduced myself to him through the phone, and I said all the lies just to make him believed. I never thought that he believed all that lies I've said, one day he told me he loves me. He said "I am stupid falling in love with someone I haven't met, I fall in love with whom I knew nothing just a voice who brightens my day, her laughter that inspires me and I love you very much believe it or not" I was astonished after hearing it, and don't know what to say. I felt guilty of what I did, and I start missing him, our conversations brightens my day, and the happiness I felt that I couldn’t hide to my best friend. I didn't tell him first that the feeling is mutual coz I want to be sure, is it Love or pity. However, later on I want to be true to myself I told him that I love him also. I know all of you reading this knows how it feels to love and be loved, a feeling that beyond compare a joy that you can't explain and don't want it to end. Everything has its ending, I woke up one day and I said I have to end it though I love him so much, love is not selfish, love don't want to hurt anybody and I don't want to hurt my best friend.  He asked me, why?   I told him the truth and asking me her name but I didn't tell him and yes, my best friend doesn't know I am in love to someone she is in love. Right this day, as I registered in this site He asked me to choose between them and it kills me. I answered him; let the will of God be done. I don't want to choose, I love him and I love my best friend. He said, I have to fight our love, but I don't have the strength. I want to be completely happy with him, and I don't want my best friend to be hurt and hate me. Before this year will end, He will go to Canada and don't know if I can talk to him again. At this moment as I am typing these words on the screen, I am fragile and confused. Friends, I really do not know what to do. Please help.  Your advices; opinions, will be appreciated. Thank You and God Bless!

[angela]

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wow ang haba

[deadlycharm_12_erroh@yaho]

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gawn mu qung an0 ang nararapat... -

[tempgirl]

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necropost na

[beeh03]

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sundin muh ang kaligayhan muh at xplain muh nlng sah bstfrnd muh.. cguro una mgagalit un pro maiintndhan krin nun.. at dpat ipglbayan mu yan kc ikw ung mhal nya ee..

[ynna]

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@buuterfly
...nkahanap ng karma ung ex ng bztfrnd mu...ikaw naman ung nainlove...di magtapat ka nlang...