I always can’t stop thinking at night
“What I have done? What to do?
What is right?”
I searched the answer for how many days
I am not perfect that’s what myself says
It deeply tore my heart when we fell apart
I was force to make a decision when heartaches start
It hurts me, it destroys me, and it insult my part
So I promised myself to never again give my heart
The only healer I knew was time
Yet the scars kept reminding me that he could never be mine
To forgive and to forget, for you is fine
“This is the end” and so II said
Life had been so pretentious since then
I’ve laughed, but inside I cried
I’ve lived. But inside I slowly died
I lie to myself because I tried to hide
Now I long to tell “I’ll be here”
When you’re in pain
Now I long to tell you “You did it”
When you made your fame
Now I long to tell you “I love you”
Even when you don’t want to wait.